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Saturday, January 19, 2013

New Story: Safe Now :











Starting a new story. Hope you guys like it. Let me know. <3 



‘I’m here. Let me in.’ the text read as I opened it. I went over opening the window and waiting for him to come inside. I saw him climb in and I shut it behind him. He turned around pulling me into a hug. “I came as soon as I heard, are you okay?” he whispered. “Yeah… I am now,” I said into his chest holding on to him. He didn’t ask more questions, just held me until I forgot about what happened. I fell asleep soon after. I woke up in my bed with him sitting at my desk. “Hey,” he said getting up and walking over to me. “Hey Ast,” I said sitting up as he sat next to me. “Wanna talk about it?” he asked. “Not really, will you distract me?” He smiled, “I’d love too.” I smiled back at him as he leaned in kissing me making me forget all about last night.
I put my head on Ast’s chest later as he lay back on the bed,” You know I love you right?” “Yeah, I love you too Ast.” “Better, you wanna talk now?” “Okay…” I felt him run his fingers through my hair, “take your time babe.” “ I was walking in the park and on the way to your house, I felt someone watching me and so I started running as fast as  I could, I got to your front door and I knocked and knocked and no one ever answered and he grabbed me….” I trailed off.  I felt Ast sit up shaking his head, “Look at me, I’m in love with you okay? I’m never ever going to let him hurt you again, understand? I’m here to protect you. You mean too much to me to lose.” I held onto him as he tightened his arms around me,  “It’s alright babe, I’m here now, you’re safe.” 

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Hey everyone :D

Hey guys sorry its been forever.I know i haven't posted in ages and im sorry. Ive been SUPER busy with uni and I found a job so I work every weekend and homework sucks…also my grandma had a stroke 2 weeks ago so shes been in the hospital so ive been with her.or else I would have posted 2 weeks ago. But heres what ive got and I promise to write on a more reg. basis. Plus ive got some ideas for some new ones :D <3 hope you like it. Also if you don’t wanna read any more let me know and I wont send you parts <3 P.S. my bday is may 25th J ill be 21 lol

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

CLOSE TO YOU





New story :D tell me whatcha think <3 <3 hope you like it. <3




“Aston, don’t,” I yelled running down the hallway. “Tay, I’m going to get you,” he replied. “No!” I ran into the living room. I felt his arms go around me. “Told you I’d get you,” he whispered in my ear. I smiled , “So does that mean that you win then?” “Yup, so you have to give me a kiss,” he smiled turning me around. I smiled, “I don’t want to.” “What? Why not?” he asked. “Cause…” I paused, then whispered, “I want you to kiss me.” “Really Tay?” he looked down at me. “Yeah, I’ve wanted you too for a long time.” He smiled leaning in as I closed my eyes. I felt his lips on mine and he smiled as I kissed him back. His hands running through my hair to my side pulling me closer. I opened my eyes looking next to me remembering that he wasn’t there. I sat up getting my phone. No texts or calls, but then again it was four am. He was probably asleep.






New part posted 1/3/12


NEW PART :D wont be on tomorrow going to get my schedule for uni and going with my bf hes getting my name tattooed on him. <3 will twitpic after so you can see if you want. <3













I lay there thinking of us together before falling back asleep. My phone rang waking me up about an hour later. “Hello?” “Hey Tay, were you sleeping babe?” I heard Ast say. “Mhm,” I replied sleepily. “Oh, I’m sorry, didn’t mean to wake you, we just finished shooting our video, it’s pretty late here in America,” he said. “When you coming home Ast?” “Soon babe, I miss you,” he said. “I miss you too Ast, a lot.” “I can’t wait to see you, I should be home the end of this week.” “Really? I feel better now, I hate sleeping by myself.” “Me too Tay, I need you in my arms….” He trailed off. “I wanna be,” I answered. “Well, babe, were about to go to the hotel so I’ve got to go but I’ll call you tomorrow, alright?” “Okay, night Ast.” “Night babe,” Ast said before hanging up. I fell back asleep happy that I was going to see Ast soon. I woke up in the morning going to my classes before coming home and cleaning up a bit. The week flew by and pretty soon it was Friday. Aston was supposed to be at the airport at seven. After I got a shower and got dressed I drove to the airport. I went into the terminal standing by the baggage claims. I saw all the people walking through the area. I looked at my cell 6:54 pm. He should be walking out any minute…. My phone played Take A Chance On Me and I clicked open a text. (Just arrived babe J see you in a few- xxA) I smiled. About ten minutes later I saw Ast walking out of the terminal. No one knew when the boys were arriving so no fans were there. “Tay! ,” he shouted smiling dropping his bags running towards me. “Ast!” I ran towards him too and he pulled me into a hug twirling me around. “I’ve missed you so much,” he said smiling kissing me. “I missed you too Ast. I’m glad you’re home,” I replied as he ran his hands through my hair. We got into Aston’s car driving home as fast as we could. I could barely get the door unlocked before his hands were all over me. He slammed the door shut with his foot before picking me up like in the airport carrying me  to the couch laying me down. “Tay, I swear I’ve missed you like crazy. I’m so happy I’m home again. You’re all I could think about this past month. Skype sucks compared to being here with you,” he smiled looking at me with those amazing brown eyes of his. “Got that right Merrygold,” I laughed. He moved over me running his hands down my sides, though my hair kissing me. I kissed him back as he pulled off his coat and tank top. “I know how you like to touch me,” he laughed. I ran my hands up and down his abs and arms. “You’re right I do,”  I said smiling. “ Aw, Tay, just shut up and kiss me,” he leaned in again smiling. I smiled against his mouth as his tongue ran across my bottom lip asking for entry.
 
1/14/12

The next morning I woke up with Aston’s arms around me on the couch, happy he was home finally. “Morning babe,” Ast said hugging me pulling the covers higher over us. “Morning Ast,” I smiled burying my head into his chest. We laid there for a while before getting up.  “I liked last night,” Aston smirked cheeky following me into the kitchen. “Me too,” I smiled. He came behind me putting his hands on my hips. I opened the fridge “Hungry?” I asked looking inside. “Very,” he laughed standing right behind me. “Aston,” I yelled. “Hmmm?” he asked. “ Are you going to move?” “Nope, I like you in this position,” he laughed again before standing next to me. I took out stuff for breakfast before starting to cook. Ast kept his arms around me the whole time, “I missed you so much Tay, you have no idea.”  “I missed you too Ast, a lot,” I turned around hugging him. He was warm and I could feel his abs against me.  “Well, I’m not leaving for another month,”  he said. “Only a month?” I asked. “You’ll be sick of me by then,” he smiled trying to make a joke. “You know I won’t,” I said playfully hitting him. “I know, but it makes it easier that way, I hate being away from you,” Aston looked down at me. I smiled as he leaned in kissing me. I kissed him back before his hands were roaming me leaning me up against the counter. We ended up so preoccupied that the food on the stove burned. “Well, I guess we’re going out for breakfast now,” he smiled breaking away, “You know what that means Tay.” “Shower time,” I yelled as he followed me up the stairs. “Yeah, let’s go,” he smiled laughing after me.


New part  :D POSTED 1/22/12
part 1 :) posting another one in a bit. still writing it. <3 <3

Aston and I spent the day eating breakfast and watching movies in bed. “I’m happy you’re home Ast, I missed you so much,” I told him as we watched The Notebook. He was lying down in bed and I was resting my head on his chest. I felt his lips kiss my forehead before saying, “I missed you more Tay, you have no idea.” His arm went around me pulling me as close as I could be to him. The next week Ast and I just stayed at the house spending time with each other. I knew he only had a month before he’d be gone again and I was going to make the most of it. That Friday I woke up in the middle of the night while he was still sleeping. He looked so sweet when he slept. I went into the closet, getting out my baby doll nightgown before putting it on and getting back into bed. “Ast…” I whispered next to his ear. “Ast….” “Hmmm?” he replied. “I love you.” “I love you too Tay ,” he whispered back opening his eyes smiling. He caressed my cheek. “Guess what?” I asked. “What?” I moved the blanket back and his eyes traveled up and down me. “Wow… you look beautiful.” He smiled pulling me towards him kissing me as his hand slid up my leg resting on my hip. “I think you should wear these more often,” he laughed. “Well, if you like it that much then I suppose I could work something out,” I smiled. “I think you should,” Ast answered slowing pulling it off of me throwing it on the floor pulling me under the covers with him.


Next part   Part 2 :D

In the morning I woke up to Aston shirtless carrying in breakfast. “Morning beautiful,” he smiled sitting it down on the dresser. “Morning,” I said running my fingers through my hair sitting up. “How’d you sleep?” I asked as he sat next to me. “Not too good actually, my girlfriend kept me up all night long cause she wanted me…” he trailed off pretending to look sad, “I’m so tired..” “I’m sorry, she must really like you or else you must be really good at what you do.” I said. “Oh, I’m not just good, I’m the best there is,” he laughed. “Cheeky Ast,” I laughed too as we ate. Afterwards we got ready because we were going to go visit his parents. “Ready Ast?” I said from the kitchen. “Almost,” he yelled back. Must be ironing I said to myself as I finished washing up the dishes. As I was drying my hands he walked downstairs. He had on jeans, white converse, a white t shirt and beanie with his black leather jacket. “Don’t you look good,” he walked over kissing my cheek. “Right back at you,” I smiled. “Ready?” “Mhm,” I replied as he grabbed my hand and we went out to his car. He opened my door and I climbed inside turning on the radio ready for the hour and a half trip. “I miss my mum, haven’t seen her in a while,” Aston said as we drove on the highway, through the leaves. They were falling fast now, it’d be Christmas in about a month and a half. “Yeah, least you get to see her today,” I replied. “Yeah,” he took my hand squeezing it gently as he drove on. I must of fallen asleep because I opened my eyes and we were parked outside his parent’s house. “Let’s go babe,” he said. I got out and we walked up to the door. He rang the doorbell and knocked. It was going to be a good surprise because they didn’t know we were coming.


New part posted 2/13/12

Sorry it took me so long. Been super busy with uni the past couple weeks… :/ still got a 1000 word paper and 3 projects I haven’t done that are due this week…but I decided to write anyways lol. Hope you like it. <3

Aston rang the doorbell as we stood side by side. “Aston, my God,” his mom said opening the door, hugging him and ushering us in. We spent a couple hours there catching up with his family and visiting. Afterwards we left going back home. As we were driving Aston got a call. “Hello?” He spoke for a few minutes then hung up. “What’s wrong Ast?” I asked. “We should talk about it at home Tay,” he replied. The rest of the ride home was quiet. Ast pulled into the driveway getting out of the car. He came around opening my door. “Come on Tay, we have to talk,” he said quietly as we went inside. “Ast, what’s going on?” I asked sitting on the couch. “I have to leave tomorrow morning for the tour, they added more dates, I’m going to be gone for three months….” He trailed off. “Are you serious? But you just got here a week ago… I can’t believe this…” He grabbed my hand pulling me into his arms. “I’m sorry…” “It’s not your fault Ast, I just don’t want you to go. I’m going to miss you like crazy….” “I know Tay…” He held me in his arms for a while stroking my hair cause I was crying. “Please don’t cry Tay. I love you.” “I love you too Ast.” “Come on, let’s go somewhere, go get ready, real fancy yeah?” He said wiping my tears from my face. “Okay,” I said as he led me up to the bathroom. When I turned on the shower getting undressed I heard Ast on the phone in the bedroom talking about reservations….


New part :D posted 3/18/12

Hope you like it sorry it took me so long. It wouldn’t upload >.<  .  Been busy with uni :/ finals n junk. I got a 2 week break tho so ill be writing more :D I promise <3

P.S.  ALSO… if you don’t want me sending u parts anymore just tell me and I won’t J its okay. Just let me know <3

I got dressed and walked out of the bathroom to Aston looking all nice too. “Ready babe?” he yelled. “Yeah coming,” I replied going to the living room. He was sitting on the arm rest of the couch in slacks and a white dress shirt.  “Wow Tay…” he said getting up and walking towards me… “Turn for me babe.” I spun around. His eyes locked on me. “I love it, ready?” he took my hand. “Mhm,” I answered as he kissed my forehead ushering us out the door. “Well then, let’s go.” “Ast, what are you doing?” I questioned as he picked me up in his arms. “What’s it look like?” he laughed, “Don’t want your shoes’ getting all muddy… it was storming.” He sat me the car and then got in starting it up.  We drove for a bit then he stopped at this fancy Italian restaurant. “My lady,” he said holding out his hand for me to talk. “Thank you sir,” I replied laughing accepting. We went inside and took our table. We didn’t talk about him leaving because I couldn’t handle it. We ate and laughed about random stuff, talking about us. Afterwards we went for a walk out in the park before going back home. Aston unlocked the door taking my hand and pulling us inside. He smelled like strawberries from the drinks he’d had at the restaurant. I moved my hand to turn on the light. “Don’t,” he whispered taking my hand and pulling it down.  “Why not?” I laughed. “Cause,” he replied. I felt his hands move to my sides. I could see his face even tho it was dark due to the moonlight. “I just… I wanna remember this while I’m gone, us together, cause I’m gonna miss you.” “Me too Ast, you’ve got no idea.” He smiled at me then leaned in next to my ear, whispering, “I love you Tay.” “I love you too Ast.” Ast moved so he was kissing me, us standing there in the middle of the living room. I felt him smile against my lips. His hands roamed over me. Ast started moving forwards making me move until I hit the edge of the couch. I lay down and Ast moved so he was above me, so close I could hear his heartbeat going the same fast rate as mine.  I pulled off his shirt tossing it aside running my hands down his abs. He was warm under my skin. “Mmmm Tay,” Ast said biting his bottom lip. I felt him pull at my sides ripping off the snap up blouse. He smiled kissing my neck my hands unbuttoning and unzipping his pants as he kicked them off. I kissed him as I unbuttoned his shirt never breaking the kiss. “Come on Tay,” he said pulling me up with him and walking behind me his hands on my waist, to our room. He laid me down on the bed and I made him laugh as I pulled him to me. Afterwards things got a lot more heated. :D keepin it PG 13. Being good lol.


New part 4/6/12

Hiiiiii everybody :D what’s up? Sorry I didn’t post earlier. This week was my first week back to uni. Sucked …. got 8 am classes :/ one day I’m there till 10 at night. :/ anyways…I wrote more :D btw,  the boys look hotter to me. J anyone else? :D  I just wanna like freaking attack them… J lol.

“I don’t know how I’m going to handle this whole thing Tay….being away from you for so long…” Ast said running his hands through my hair as we lay in bed. “I know, but we’ll manage Ast, I’m going to miss you so much,” I scooted closer so my head was lying on his chest.  We lay in bed talking and stuff before he had to start getting ready. I helped him pack then we were silent on the ride to the airport. He held me in his arms and we stayed that way for a while before his plane was called. “I love you more than anything Tay, I’ll call you when we land okay?” he said looking down at me. “Okay, I love you too Ast, I wish you didn’t have to go…” I said as tears rolled down my cheeks… “Tay, please don’t cry babe…” he wiped my tears away with his fingers. He kissed me one last time, “I’ve got to go babe, I love you.” “I love you too,” I said as he turned and walked towards the terminal. He looked back at me and I could tell his eyes were watering which made mine just water even more as I got into the car and drove back to our empty house…..

Posted 5/19/12
Hey guys sorry its been forever. Ive been SUPER busy with uni and I found a job so I work every weekend and homework sucks…also my grandma had a stroke 2 weeks ago so shes been in the hospital so ive been with her.or else I would have posted 2 weeks ago. But heres what ive got and I promise to write on a more reg basis. Plus ive got some ideas for some new ones :D <3 hope you like it. Also if you don’t wanna read any more let me know and I wont send you parts <3 P.S. my bday is may 25th J ill be 21 lol



I got inside locking up before changing for bed. I knew he had to go, but I wish he hadn’t. I opened the pictures on my phone looking at us. On his birthday, Valentine’s Day, my birthday, Christmas… I must of dozed off cause I woke up to a text message. I smiled half asleep opening it. ‘ I know you’re probably sleeping but I just wanted to let you know, its hard for me to sleep cause I’m not by your side. I love you Tay. Sweet dreams. xxA’ I text him back. ‘I’m awake. I love you too Ast. I miss you.’ A few minutes after he rang me. “Hey,” he whispered. “Hey,” I replied. “Marv is snoring so I’m gonna get up and go in the hallway.” I laughed, “Okay.” I heard him get off the bed and open a door. “I’m not suppose to be doing this, I mean be out here in the hallway, we’re suppose to stay in the rooms until morning.” “Oh why?” “Security doesn’t want any fans running up here or nothing, but I don’t see anyone so I guess its okay,” he replied. “You alright Tay?” “Yeah, just miss you is all…” I trailed off. “I miss you too…” We talked till the clock read half past five. “I think I’ve got to go now babe, we’re doing a morning show, got to go get ready and stuff.” Ast said. “Oh alright,” I replied, “I love you.” “I love you more Tay, always will,” he answered. “Bye,” I said. “Bye babe,” he said and hung up. I put the phone on the dresser before drifting to sleep. I sat the TV to the channel they were going to be on before I went to sleep. I woke up again at 9 just as they were about to go on. “Here’s JLS with their new single called Take A Chance On Me, the announcer said. The camera zoomed in on them. And Aston smiled. The next couple weeks were gonna be hard to deal with…



9/2/12
Next parts J sorry its taking forever…I been taking care of my grandma since she had a stroke n she hasn’t gotten any better…  >.<  anyways, heres the next parts.

3 months later…around the 10th of Feb…
I was walking around Topshop looking for shirts and sweat pants when I heard a voice come over the speakers, “Will Tay please report to the front of the store? Will Tay please report to the front of the store?” I heard my name being called but I figured there’s got to be other girls named Tay so I just went on looking around when I saw security walking towards me. I just stared, not moving, I’d never been in trouble before. I was scared. “Please come with us, its urgent,” the one officer said. “Okay,” I replied sitting down what I’d grabbed and started walking with them. We walked through the mall while people stared at me like I was going to jail. I wish Aston was here….I didn’t know what I was doing, or where I was going. They escorted me outside to a cop car making me get inside. I held my breath as the officer drove off. “Don’t worry miss, this will all be over shortly.” He said. I just nodded not able to speak because I was scared. Please don’t let me go to jail…I prayed as he drove on through town. Fifteen minutes later we were pulling up to a hotel. The door opened, “Come inside please.” I followed up the stairs, to the sixth floor. They shut the door behind them while I sat on the bed and waited. After a while I gave up and concluded I was just gonna a. go to jail or b. be killed because no one knew where I was…I was in a hotel I’d never even heard of before…. A couple minutes later I heard what sounded like singing outside my door….hey…I know that song… I thought. I got off the bed opening the door trying to find hopefully an escape, finding no one there. I followed the singing down the hall and turned the corner as it got louder with each step I took. ‘Every day I love you a little bit more…’ I turned another corner going to the stairwell and walking down 2 flights….I stood looking around, still no one there. I turned back towards the stairs going to the 6th floor when someone put their hands over my eyes. I tried to pull them off unable to. I thought about screaming but I couldn’t possess the words…nothing came out. “Shhhhhh…..its okay…” the voice said. I waited, I recognized that voice. I’d recognize it anywhere… “Ast?” “Good guess babe,” he said laughing moving so I could see. I turned around to see him standing on the stairs below me. I wrapped my arms around him as he embraced me. “Hi Tay, I’ve missed you.” He smiled holding me tight. “You weren’t meant to be back for another 2 weeks, what happened?” “I told them I just had to come back, I missed you too much, I mean it’s bad enough I missed new years. Couldn’t miss another holiday with my girl.” I looked at him, couldn’t believe he was finally back, after all the weeks of missing him… “Wait, so I’m not going to jail?” “No silly girl,” he said kissing me. I kissed him back as he pushed me back against the stairwell. “Not unless you’ve shoplifted something…in which case, I’m obligated to turn you in….” he laughed. “No, I was in Topshop and the security came n got me…” “That’s because I asked them to..I called your mum and asked her where you were, didn’t feel like waiting for you to get home and I didn’t want to be bombarded by fans by going into the shops.” “Oh, well, you’ve could have warned me..” “Then it wouldn’t have been a surprise now would it Tay? Let’s go home.”  I smiled, “Guess you’re right.” He smiled, “I am. I’m always right.” I missed his grin…I was so happy he was back home. He picked me up carrying me out to the Audi as he shut my door climbing inside as we drove home.





Thursday, September 22, 2011

Take A Chance On Me

I walked into the studio waiting for the other nineteen dancers to show up. We were auditioning for a band today. If we were picked we got to dance with them on tour for the year. “Thank you for coming everyone.” A woman said walking through the studio doors, “The band is here so let’s get started shall we?” I saw four guys walk through the door.  They sat down in chairs at a table. The one in the last chair kept looking in my direction. The music to Just in Love by Joe Jonas started playing as we all did the choreography. As I danced I saw him smiling at me. After the song stopped the guys picked who they wanted to dance with one by one. After three of them picked the last one scanned all of us. His eyes stopped on me smiling. “I want her,” he replied. “Alright if you weren’t chosen please leave, everyone else, we’ll pick up in about twenty.” The woman said walking out. I left with the other dancers going to the vending machine. I reached down getting my candy bar when I heard someone say, “Hey.” I looked up to see the guy who picked me. “Hi,” I said walking past him. “Hey wait up, my name’s Aston,” he said, “What’s yours?” “Marina, why?” “Just trying to make conversation, we are going to be dancing together, you don’t have to get an attitude,” he said and walked off. I leaned against the wall. Great, someone else I pushed away… Fifteen minutes later I was walking back into the dance room doors.
















Posted 9/24/11  J

“Let’s introduce everyone shall we,” the woman said. “I’m Marvin,” the one said. “I’m IB,” the other said. “I’m Ortise,” the next one said. “And I’m Aston,” the last one, the one I was dancing with said. “I’m Marina,” I said. “My name is Keshani,” the next girl said. “My name is Kylie,” the next girl said. “I’m Haley,” the final girl said. “Okay boys time to teach the girls the dances, don’t waste any time, see you all tomorrow,” the woman said leaving. We said goodbye to her then the boys all got with us. Haley and JB stood together, Marvin and Keshani, Ortise and Kylie, and me and Aston. “Okay guys, guess we better get started practicing, we’ve only got a month before the tour,” Marvin said. Ortise went turning on the music. We started doing the steps. “Look Aston, I’m sorry about earlier,” I said. He looked at me, “It’s alright, don’t worry about it. I understand if you don’t want to have a conversation with me. Not like I’m your dance partner or anything.” “I said I’m sorry, why are you being a jerk for?” I responded. Ortise looked over concerned. “Doesn’t feel too good when it’s you does it?” I looked now, “I’m sorry.” I felt someone hug me. “I’m sorry too, just cause you’re mean to me, doesn’t mean I should be mean to you,” he whispered. I looked up at him. His eyes were amazing. I couldn’t look away. This can’t happen, I won’t do it again, I told myself and looked away quickly. We continued on dancing. About two hours later Marvin said we were done. Me and the girls had started talking in between breaks. “So shall we go out tonight girls? Get to know each other better?” Kylie asked. “Sure, I’m in,”Keshani said. “Yeah,” Haley replied. “Sounds good to me,” I answered. “Awesome,” Kylie replied. “You girls going out?” JB said overhearing us. “Yeah, why? Fancy coming along?” Haley asked. “If you’re offering, me and the boys would,” he said smiling at Haley. “Alright, we’ll meet you back here round ten, sound good, yeah?” she replied. “Alright,” he said. With that everyone left. What had I done, now I had to see Aston tonight too. How was I going to control myself
 

Posted 9/27/11 J

I walked out of the building and started down the street to the train. A car pulled up beside me. I stopped which probably was a bad idea in case it was a weirdo watching the window roll down. Aston’s head popped out, “Hey, Marina, you need a ride?” “No, thank you. I’m going to take the train,” I said and kept walking.  “Awww, come on. Let me give you a ride,” he said getting out of his car and walking around opening the passenger door. He looked up smiling at me. I couldn’t help but smile back walking over and getting inside. He had an Audi so it was really nice inside. He got in and started driving. “So where do you live?” “I live in West London,” I replied. “Oh, really? Me too,” he answered. We talked a bit about random stuff, food, music, clothes. He pulled into my drive way and parked. I opened the door getting out, “Thanks for the ride Aston.” “You welcome,” he smiled, “and you can call me Ast.” I shut the door and started walking up the stairs when he yelled, “Hey, wait.” I turned around, “Yeah?” “Can I come back and get you later on tonight?”He asked, “You know for the thing with everyone?” “Okay, if you want to,” I replied. “Cool, I’ll be round yours bout nine,” he said. It was six now.  “Alright, I’ll be ready,” I said. “Okay, see you then,” he said driving off. I went inside and into the kitchen. I fixed some food and then went taking a shower. I went through my closet trying to figure out what to wear. It was weird going out alone after so long. I decided on a black mini dress with heels. By then after I got dressed it was round 8:40. I went into the living room flipping through the TV. At nine exactly my doorbell rang. I went and opened it. Aston or I guess Ast, was standing there with jeans and an open shirt. He looked pretty good. “Hey, you ready to go?” he asked. “Yeah,” I smiled following him out locking my door. He closed my door and we were on our way. The club was a hour drive away so we talked. Everything was fine until he asked “So, do you have a boyfriend?”as we drove. “No,” I said. “Oh, can I ask why?” he said. “It’s a long story,” I answered. “We’ve got all night,” he said smiling at me, “…If you wanna tell me.”  I thought and then started with what happened. “Well, we were together almost four years, and then he broke up with me, said I was boring and he wanted to be single, so about six months ago I moved over here, and I’ve been dancing,” I answered. “I’m sorry. I don’t think you’re boring, if that helps any,” he said, “Some guys are just not mature for a commitment.”  I smiled, “Thanks.” We pulled into the club getting out. Aston handed his keys to the valet guy and we made our way inside. It was dark lit up with flashing lights everywhere. “You’re going to dance with me right?” he yelled as we made it through the crowd to the VIP section. “Yeah, sure,” I smiled. “Take my hand,” he said smiling, “Don’t want you getting lost.” I took it and he held it tight as we went behind the curtains.













Posted 9/30/11 J

We walked through to the table. Everyone was already sitting down. “We were waiting for you,” Reesh said. “Yeah, time to go dance guys,” Marvin said pulling Keshani out to the floor. “We’ll be there in a sec,” Ast said. “Suit yourself,” Haley replied going after everyone else. “Do you want a drink?” Ast asked. “Sure,” I said. “Okay, I’ll be right back,” he said walking towards the bar. I saw him standing, waiting, smiling at me. I smiled back before sitting down at the table.  He started coming back my way with our drinks when a girl stopped him. “Hey, you’re Aston from JLS right?” I heard her. “Um, yeah, I’m trying to go this way, excuse me,” he said. “Wait a second,” she said running her hand down his chest. His hand moved hers, “I said excuse me.” He kept walking towards me before closing the curtains between us and the staircase that separated us and the floor below. “I’m back,” he said smiling. “Hey,” I replied taking my drink. “Sorry about that, some girls see us in here and they’re gold digging eyes just light up,” he laughed. “It’s alright,” I said. We drank our drinks and sat talking for a bit. “Ready for a dance now?” he asked standing up. “Yeah, sure,” I took his hand. He lead us out onto the floor, close together. Givin’ Up by Jason Derulo came on. We started dancing in the crowd. The rest of the guys and girls found us and we all danced together. Aston held me close, his arms around me. I put my arms around his neck. ‘I’ve been searchin’ to find, finally found the one its’ you, I’m givin’ up, tell the world you’re mine….’ “Marina,” I heard Ast say. “Yeah?” I asked as we danced. “Can I kiss you?” he looked at me. I smiled, didn’t say anything. He smiled and leaned in. I closed my eyes and felt his mouth on mine. It was like fireworks going off inside me. It was perfect. He pulled away after a couple seconds. “I’m sorry Ast…I…I can’t..” I said turning and making my way through the crowd outside. I sat down on the curb stairs. I heard the metal doors slam and someone walk towards me….
 
Posted 9/30/11 J
I saw Aston sit down next to me. “Did I do something wrong?” “No, it’s not you Ast, you didn’t do anything,” I answered. “Then why’d you just walk away from me? Cause I don’t know about you, but I felt something when I kissed you,” he said. “I did too,” I replied looking up at him. “Then what’s wrong?” he took my hand. “I’m scared,” I said quietly. “Of?” “Being hurt again,” I said. “Look I know you just met me today okay, but that’s exactly why you shouldn’t think that. I’m not that guy you left back in the US, I’m not going to hurt you,” he said. “That’s what he said too, I won’t hurt you..i won’t leave…” “Well, yanno what, I’m not just going to say it, give me the chance to prove it to you, if I mess up then you can go, but until then, you should believe in me.” He was smiling at me. “I’m sorry Ast, alright,” I replied. We stood up and he hugged me. “Well, now that we’ve got that out of the day, I was thinking how about Friday night I take you out on a proper date?” “I’d like that,” I smiled. “How about we try that kiss again?” he smiled cheeky. I nodded. He leaned in and we stood there kissing. “I don’t know where they’ve gone Kylie,”I heard Reesh say. He was holding her hand. Me and Ast broke apart. “Ahhhh… there they are,” he pointed to us. “Come on, back inside you too,” he said holding the door open. We followed them back into the club, hand in hand.
 
Posted 10/8/11 J
Five months later:
Aston and I had been going out for five months now. He was so sweet to me. He made me forget all about my ex, almost. I’d moved into his house with him when my lease on my apartment was up.
I opened my eyes; the clock read 2:36 AM. I turned over seeing Aston sleeping. I smiled snuggling up against him. “Hey babe,” he said putting his arms around me. “Hey, sorry I didn’t mean to wake you up,” I replied. “It’s okay,” he kissed my forehead. “Why are you awake?” he asked. “I don’t know, just woke up. I’m kind of cold,” I answered.  It was the beginning of December. “Oh, well, then lay your head on my chest,” he pulled me on top of him putting the blanket all around us, “I’ll keep you warm.” I laid on him and drifted back to sleep. I woke back up in the morning at six to Aston hugging me, “Marina?” “Yeah Ast?” I asked turning over looking at him. “I’m…I’m falling in love with you …I love you,” he smiled, those amazing brown eyes looking at me, he moved my hair out of my face. “How do you know?” I whispered looking down. “Cause my heart skips a beat whenever I’m with you, you’re all I ever think about, I can’t wait to walk through the front door cause it means I get to see the girl that was made for me, you’re all I ever wanted,” he put his hand on my cheek moving my face up to him and he looked at me. I just stared back at him for a second trying to figure out how in the world he could be in love with me. “I love you too,” I said. He leaned in kissing me hard and then soft pulling me close. “I’m never letting you go,” he whispered. “You better not,” I replied. Aston laughed , “Don’t worry.” 
 
Posted 10/30/11 J
The next month went well. Aston had surprised me with a vacation to Hawaii for a week. He’d went to Nando’s to get us dinner. While he was gone I’d started packing. He’d left his phone and it started vibrating. I clicked on it to see a text message. Hey babe, I miss you lots. – Katie. I went to his contacts and Katie was really pretty with blonde hair and blue eyes. Gorgeous if I’m being honest. I put his phone down and kept packing, maybe they were just friends right? No use in getting all worked up over nothing. It vibrated again. I love you Ast. Hope this makes up for last week. Sorry I couldn’t make it.-Katie. Another message popped up right after that one. I opened it and it was a picture of her in a bikini. I clicked his phone so it still showed it was unread and put it back. I couldn’t believe it. “Babe, I’ve got your fave….” I heard him yell shutting the door. I stopped packing and took a deep breath before walking downstairs.



Next part J


I walked downstairs to where Ast was. “Hey babe,” he said sitting the food out on the table. “Hey,” I said sarcastically. “You okay?” he asked. “Yeah, I’m fine, just hungry,” I said, I got plates and sat down across from him as we ate. “So, are you all packed for Hawaii?” “No, not yet,” I answered and kept eating. After I was finished I got up going back upstairs. “Babe, wait for me,” Ast called after me. I just kept walking folding my clothes. “Can I have a hug?” he asked. I just kept folding. “Babe, what’s wrong?” he asked. “Nothing,” I said, “I’m fine Ast, aren’t you going to pack?” “Tell me what’s wrong, talk to me,” he said. “Okay, you wanna know what’s wrong? Who is Katie? Why is she sending you pictures of her in a bikini?””Katie?” “Yeah, Ast, Katie.” “She’s sending me pictures again? Uhhh God!” He sat down on the bed. He was quiet for a minute then started talking. “She’s my ex, I’ve changed my number got a new phone, she just can’t take a hint, I haven’t talked to her in like nine months, she’s like stalking me,.” “Then why’d she say sorry I couldn’t make it last week?” “She follows me and the boys round, I got a text saying she was comin to our radio tour last week, guess she didn’t show.” “Hmm..” “Look I’d never cheat on you okay, I told you, I’m not like that, if you want call her, tell her to leave me alone, cause she sure isn’t listening to me.” “I’m sorry,” I said. “Don’t have anything to be sorry for, I’d act the same if some guy was texting you like that, but I ‘m in love with you okay, I’m not going anywhere, I promise,” he said getting up hugging me. I smiled.


Next part – posted 11/3/11 <3 J


Aston had a gig with the boys and then we were going to be on our way to Hawaii.  We were in his car tuning into Capital FM in London … “Here’s the new one from JLS, Take a Chance on Me on Capital.”  “This song is for you,” Aston said taking my hand kissing it. I smiled. We got to the hotel where JLS were doing their interview. Once we got inside the other guys were waiting and Aston went in with them. They waved to me from the window. I went to the lobby waiting on Ast ,they’d be at least a hour. I went wondering in the gift shop. They were playing the interview throughout the hotel on the speakers. I heard Ast, “Yeah, I’ve got a girlfriend, she’s amazing. I’m in love.” “Awww…well that’s good to hear, yeah.” The interviewer said. About twenty minutes later the interview ended, the boys had me laughing, they were so funny. I walked to where they were coming out. By the time I got there they were gone. I went looking for them when I heard a voice, “Aston, come on, I know you’ve missed me…why don’t you just admit it to yourself huh?” I moved down the hallway. I peaked around the corner, I saw Aston, Katie moving onto him. “Look Katie, I’ve got a girlfriend who I’m in love with okay, so just please leave me alone.” She moved putting her hands around his neck rubbing against him, “But Ast…” “Katie…” he said. “Babe, what you doing?” I heard Reesh say. I put my finger to my lips and motioned towards the side. We both peaked our heads back to where they were. “Ast please…I know you still love me..” “Katie, stop,” Ast took her hands away. She looked angry and then leaned in kissing him. My heart broke as I saw it. He pushed her away, “What the hell are you doing? I told you, I have a girlfriend.” “But Ast..” she protested. “But nothing. Don’t ever come near me again. I don’t even know what you’re doing here today,” he said and started walking away. Me and Reesh turned to walk away when we heard Ast, “What are you guys doing up here?” “We saw Ast,” Reesh said and nodded to me walking away. “Marina, I can explain..She kissed me…” he said, his eyes started watering. “Aston,” I walked towards him, “I saw everything, I saw you push her away..” He smiled. “If she comes back again, I swear she’ll regret it.” “She won’t,” he said. He picked me up hugging me twirling me around. “I love you, let’s go to Hawaii.” “Okay, I love you too, “I replied.

Next part J posted 11/26/11


Aston and I made our way to the airport without pap’s seeing us and pretty soon we were on our way to Hawaii. “I can’t believe were actually here Ast,” I said as we walked off the terminal. “Me either, but I’m glad we are,” he smiled taking my hand as we rode to the hotel. Turns out Ast invited the boys and their girlfriends on the trip too. We all met up checking in and then we went to dinner. We cut up, bantered and had drinks after the boys went for a walk while us girls sat round the table gossiping. “So..Aston has a stalker..” I said. “What? Really? Makes me wonder if Marvin has any,” Keshani asked. “Yeah,” I replied and told them the story. Kylie and Haley ordered more drinks as I finished the story. “That’s odd, I mean, I know they’ve got some fans who follow them to concerts and stuff but a psychotic ex…I’ve never heard of those with the boys before,” Haley said. “Yeah, Reesh gets girls yelling at him but I don’t believe he has any crazy ex’s...but they are famous so I suppose it’s bound to happen sooner or later,” Kylie replied sighing. “I’d kick her butt if I were you,” Keshani added as we talked about what to do and the rest of us laughed. “Well, I’m thinking she might have followed us on this trip…she follows Aston everywhere…” I said. “Well, then we’ll just have to teach her a lesson,” Haley smiled as we picked up our glasses. “To getting Katie,” we cheered drinking. A while later the boys came back and we all ventured to our rooms. We made plans for breakfast in the morning. I only drank one drink so I felt okay but Aston drank about 5 beers so he was feeling buzzed. “Come to bed with me,” he smiled pulling me down with him into  the pillows hugging and kissing me. I laughed as we fell back onto the bed falling asleep in the dark.


New part posted 12/21/11


I woke up to Aston sleeping, his warm breath on my neck, arms wrapped around me under the covers. I turned over so I was facing him. “Hey,” he said moving so our noses were touching. “Hey, sorry I woke you,” I replied. “Not your fault, I was already up, thinking,” he answered. “bout?” “Us,” he smiled, “You make me happy, I’m happy we met, I love you so much.” “Awww, I love you too Ast, a lot,” I said. He smiled. The clock read 7:03 am. “Want to get up?” I asked Ast sitting up. He moaned shaking his head pulling me back down, “Nope. It’s way too early. Let’s go back to sleep.” “Ast, we’re suppose to meet everyone for breakfast,” I replied. “Yeah, at like ten, babe we’re on vacation, the boys won’t want to be up this early either,” he said putting the covers over me. “Ast, you go back to sleep, I’ll meet the girls then,” I said kissing his forehead. “Mhm..” he trailed off falling back to sleep. I covered him up and went getting ready. I text the girls and we agreed to meet downstairs letting the boys sleep to discuss our plan. By the time I got downstairs Keshani, and Kylie were there but Haley wasn’t. “Where’s Haley guys?” I asked them. As we walked to the breakfast buffet Kylie said laughing, “Apparently, Haley couldn’t get away from JB, She was preoccupied if you get what I’m saying.” Keshani and I busted out laughing too. We got our plates piling on breakfast before sitting down at a table. “So, I saw Katie last night,” I said. “What?” Keshani said, “Where?” “On our floor, she was walking down the hallway when I helped Ast to our room, I don’t think she saw me though,” I replied. “That’s just weird,” Kylie added. “Yeah, super weird, he has a psycho stalker,”Keshani answered. “Yeah, so I’ve got a plan, I’ll show you guys the pics of her and we’ll track her down she’ll act like she’s all nice and stuff to you guys and then we get her tell her to leave Ast alone once and for all.” I opened my phone passing around the pictures of her practically naked. “If you ask me, she looks like a slut,” Keshani said. “Yeah, she does,” Kylie added laughing passing it back to me, “and fake, fake tan, fake boobs, fake nails, fake bleach blonde I’m a bimbo hair.” We planned out everything and then waited for the boys and Hayley to come downstairs. A hour later they all trailed down the boardwalk to our table joining us. “Hey lovelies,” Ast said kissing my cheek sitting with a plate filled with enough food for thirty people. “What were you girls talking about?” Marvin asked hugging Keshani before sitting beside her. “Oh nothing, just how Hayley had a good time with JB before breakfast, isn’t that right?” Kylie laughed causing Reesh to laugh too. We all started laughing and Hayley turned bright red. “It’s perfectly natural,” JB stated causing us to laugh even more.


A week later:


We’d told Hayley the plan and started trailing Katie as she followed around Aston. It bugged me to see her think she could get close to him again. It was over she should have given up. Keshani and Kylie were “becoming fast friends” with Katie as Hayley and I watched her when the boys weren’t doing things with us. Eventually we’d hatched a plan. Keshani and Kylie would pretend to be stalking the boys too and help Katie try n get Ast alone and then I’d confront her. The plan was working out perfectly. I had gone to “the beach” and Aston was alone in the room sleeping. Keshani text me to come up as Katie was making her way up on our floor. I took the back stairs which Katie thought were too good for her and waited around the corner. A couple minutes later I heard Katie talking. “You sure this is the right room?” “Yeah this is it, I’m sure.” “I’m nervous,” Katie said. “Don’t be, I’m sure he’ll be thrilled to see you,” Keshani ushered her, “Go on knock on the door.” “Alright,” she replied and I heard her walking. I moved and walked out, “Don’t even think about it Katie, this is enough.””Who are you?” she asked. “Aston’s girlfriend,” I answered. “And my friend,” Keshani said walking over to me. “What Kesh?” Katie stood there. “Yeah, you need to stop harassing the guys ,they don’t like it,” she said. Kylie and Hayley walked out of JB’s room, “Yeah, and we don’t either.” “You don’t understand. I need to talk to Aston, or one of the other boys if he won’t listen,” Katie said. “Why? You’re stalking them, that’s against the law,” I replied  yelling as they  walked over to us. “I’ve been trying to tell Aston for the past six months, I’m pregnant with his baby, I even took a DNA test and everything, it�t downstairs letting the boys wered  yelling back showing her stomach. It was big but not big enough to fully see. “What?” I questioned. “Yeah, I’ve been going everywhere they are trying to tell him, he knows because he took the test,” she answered. “What about the pics? The ones you sent him?” Kylie asked. “That was me before, I thought if isent them maybe he’d answer me and I could tell him, look I don’t want Aston anymore, I just want him to take care of his son,that’s all,” she said. The boys must of heard cause they started coming out. Aston was last. “Is it true?” Is he yours?” I asked tears in my eyes. He didn’t answer just looked shocked…..
Posted 12/25/11

“I don’t know, honestly that’s why I took the test but she never told me the results,” he sighed. Tears streamed down my cheeks and the girls came hugging me. “I’ve got them here,” she said holding up the paper. I walked over beside Ast as he held them wiping away the tears. I read the paper, my eyes going to the bottom, Aston Merrygold 99.99% inaccurate only the in had been marked out. “I have a baby…” Aston trailed off. “Oh no you don’t, hold on, look she marked out the in so it looks like accurate with White Out…” I said accusing her. “What? I didn’t,” Katie defended. “Oh, come off it Katie, we know you did it, you’ve been trailing us for months now, besides that, when you were with Aston your job was to fix documents, admit it, you just want to use him,” JB stated. “That’s not true. He’s supposed to be with me,” she said getting angry. She moved showing that her stomach was fake cause she turned one way and it went the other. She was wearing a body suit, the kind they have in doctors so women can see what it’s like to carry a baby.  “Oh my God,” Keshani said. Katie just stood there staring. “Katie, you know you can go to jail for stalking and a whole lot of other charges, If I were you, I would leave right now and leave us alone,” Reesh said. “For good this time,” Marvin added. Katie turned storming off. Aston was really tore up about it I guess he really believed she was pregnant with his baby. After everyone cleared we went back into our room. He sat on the bed and I sit beside him. “Ast, why didn’t you tell me?” I asked. He was quiet for a minute then he spoke, “I was scared, I figured you wouldn’t go out with me if I had a baby, I wasn’t sure it was mine anyways, I suppose I was scared.” “Ast, you can tell me anything, you should know that. If were going to be together, we’ve got to talk about stuff like that, even if it frightens you.” “I’m sorry,” Aston whispered. “It’s okay, I’m always here for you Ast,” I replied pulling him into a hug as I felt my shirt become wet. Tears were falling from his eyes, “I just can’t believe she’d do that, why would you pretend to be pregnant, and fake a DNA test to be with someone? She almost tore us apart. ” “Aston look at me,” I took his head in my hands looking into his eyes smiling, “I wouldn’t have left, I’m not going anywhere, I love you remember? You silly boy.” I saw a slight smile and he pulled me into a hug, “I’m glad I met you.” “Me too Ast, me too,” I replied.

Epilogue

Two years later

The next month the tour started and we all rode the bus together throughout the UK.  It was the best summer of my life. Katie never came around again. Aston accepted she lied but it turns out he will be a father soon. This summer our twins are due. JLS are working on their 6th album. They’re planning a world tour. Everyone else is still together too, Marvin & Keshani, Reesh & Kylie and Hayley & JB.  The boys still have crazy fans but none as crazy as Katie.

Monday, September 12, 2011

Music and Movies yay! :D

So i figured id upload some music and movies that i have that i think you guys will like just cuz ur awesome. :D its only stuff that i have tho. <3 just thought id share. <3 :D some movies will b mp4 for ur ipod and some dvdrips.ill let you know which is which :D Just click the links. :D whoo. <3

What A Girl Wants



http://www.megaupload.com/?d=M29BO7M0


I love this movie and Amanda Bynes. Plus Oliver James the guy that plays Ian is pretty hot ahaha.Love his accent. <3 oh yeah and its a Dvdrip.

Chris Brown Single and itunes Music Videos :)



Chris Brown Feat Justin Bieber- Next to You.
Itunes Music Vid. :D

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=QUDSZRJ2


plus heres the single in itunes format if you dont have it <3

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=95GEVJG0

Chris Brown Crawl itunes music video :D

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=CX7GA4JD

Chris Brown Say Goodbye itunes music vid :)

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=EQRGHJWB

Chris Brown feat. Keri Hilson Superhuman itunes music vid :)

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=NQMPZM0D

Chris Brown She Aint You itunes  music vid  :D

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=E5D9IBPG

Chris Brown With You itunes music vid :D

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=KUTXJ0BF

Chris Brown Take You Down itunes music vid :D

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=DD9JUWQ4

Chris Brown Yeah 3X itunes music vid :D

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=EPVGXNFK



One Direction What Makes You Beautiful Single with Bside :D



What Makes You Beautiful :D

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=TPI78V6E

B-Side called  Na Na Na

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=RYT67VVM


Eric Saade Saade, Vol.1 Album :D itunes version :D


1.) Timeless - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=47U8H1N7
2.) Hearts In the Air (feat. J-Son)- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=R0OENJJJ
3.) Me and My Radio- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=0DEQFF1S
4.)Made of Pop- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=XUHYN8JW
5.)Popular (Remix)- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=7FMG9X0E
6.)Someone New- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=I6I19ZDK
7.)Killed By a Cop- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2PCZVU8M
8.)Big Love- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=NDKFKHSG
9.)Stupid With You- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=7DXQ070W
10.)Echo- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=LQANTC0Y
11.)Still Loving It- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2Z57H9RF
12.)Popular- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=3KE47J27


She's The Man

Another Amanda Bynes movie :) its soooo funny. plus it has the guy from Step Up 2 and Channing Tatum. Cant go wrong there.ahaha. its im mp4 so you can put it on your ipod :)



Joe Jonas

need i say more? Glad he went solo :D
itunes version :)



itunes version :)
2.) See No More (instrumental)- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=I3FRWANZ
See No More  Itunes music vid :D


Destinee and Paris

                                  Destinee & Paris 'True Love'


True Love itunes single. this song is awesome i love it <3


Jason Derulo <3

 Ahhh i love him :D
all itunes versions

It Girl Single :)
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=BUH0N39V

Make It Up As We Go Single :)
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=W7GHUB5C


Pick Up The Pieces Single :)
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=RCD68XR2


Thats My Shhh Single :)
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=J9I5A7UR

Music Videos :) itunes versions
In My Head- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HU7KX917
Dont Wanna Go Home- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=IMFDKIWL
Ridin Solo- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=RFLWPFFY
Whatcha Say- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=O81ZCX4K
It Girl- http://www.megaupload.com/?d=NTG3L8HU


Allstar Weekend :D
itunes versions :D

Blame It On September Single :D

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=R07IHO7F

Not Your Birthday- Single :D


http://www.megaupload.com/?d=R07IHO7F


Paramore
The Only Exception itunes Single :D


http://www.megaupload.com/?d=XC6S3P05

seriously LOVE this song <3


Jason Derulo
Future History Deluxe Edition :D
itunes version <3


http://www.mediafire.com/?ummed9gpf7zr8

The Saturdays

All Fired Up single ;D itunes version


http://www.mediafire.com/?zwcxdljs8mje8